Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Two posts in one day!!!

Thank you, Jen, for your kind words. I really needed it today.

I've been in a slump since seeing Kelli over the weekend and today just made it worse. I've decided that FB is evil. Sure it's great to see what's going on in other people's lives, but it also opens the door to unexpected pain.

I see friends' status messages about their social lives and their nights out on the town, only to realize that I wasn't invited. I'm sure it's a small thing and nothing was meant by it... there's always a reason for those sort of things.

It's just that following so close to seeing Kelli... it just added to my slump. My "woe is me" mood.

So your comments were perfect. Thank you.

My friend situation may not be what I always imagined I would have, but I do feel confident that the few friends I do have will always be there for me even if I don't hang out with them nearly as often as I'd like.

To all of you... thank you. You mean so much to me. I'm always amazed by your perfect timing.

2 comments:

sqpeggy said...

i definitely feel a highschool type facebook social awkwardness at times. i see reports of good times where i wasn't inlcuded. i try to remind myself that i wasn't invited to everything (or much of anything) in high school and everything turned out ok- pretty great actually. so i try not to beat myself up about it. you've got your family and you do have friends and for the rest... not worth the worry.

Niffer said...

Thank you!